Out of Sight, Out of Mind~Out of Sight, Out of MindI don't know how to speakIt's as if I've lived a lieI feel exposed and weakA truth I can't deny.My body bears the scarsIrrational fears ragingLike a dog chasing carsCollared and caging.I flinch and wince in surrender.I hide. I run. I'm so afraid.Shredded in this tragic blender,I tear. Battered and frayed.Afraid of what? A memory?A memory I can't remember.A memory polished in emory,Burning in the spark of an ember.This memory haunting me.Rotting me from the inside out.A truth too blurred to see.A truth that fogs me with doubt.It plagues my dreams; day and night.Looking over my shoulder; waiting.Distracted, out of mind, out of sight.Shadows taunting, calling, baiting.I don't want to give in to the fear.I just want to be free. Let me go.How am I bound? Year after year?By a scar my mind won't let me know?